感觉

到底可靠不可靠? 真不真实?

我好像感觉到了，但现实告诉我，那不真实。

把那感觉忘了后，现实却告诉我，之前的感觉是真实的。


理性和感性在交织，谁也不让谁。好乱。


理性告诉我，这不属于你，而且想清楚好吗。
- 就是这样，感觉再来时，我才一次次逃避，只为了让自己想清楚。

感性告诉我，为什么不，都摆在眼前了，就让自己去吧，不怕。
- 就是这样，我随着感觉走，看它怎样带领我。


结果，我跟着感觉走，然后怕，然后逃避。

一次次地作了如此的结论。
；这不只是属于你而已，而是属于大家。

我依然相信有一部分，一小部分，属于我。


你啊，我是在说你。我这样，都是你害的。

还是或许，你也和我一样? 烦恼，混乱中。

Baroque Prints :)

Gong Xi Fa Cai!!! :) Haha Mr. Snake got come visit you or not? *typical Malaysian slang :P*

He is with me all the time lehh, hehee daddy will be pissed if he knows I'm referring to him, oops age revealed :X, he very young horr? to have his girl at this age ^^

Haha bet you all having a great CNY now, makan minum main gembira-ing ya :) eat drink play happy! The beauty of holiday :p

Just a little outfit post of my CNY 3rd day, my first try on Baroque prints ^^

Dress from a boutique at Sungei Wang, belt from 2L Boutique (Kota Damansara), black heels from Summit, watch from Taiwan :)

Taken by mummy, at aunt's house. ^^

Psssst. :P

New Year's Eve is here, Mr. Snake will be visiting everybodyyy tmr! :D

I'm at hometown now, and thank God for yesterday afternoon's SMOOTH TRAFFIC :) (those who said I will be stuck in jam, haha I didn't!^^)

Really don't like traffic jams, especially after experiencing the massive jam while driving a manual car *clutch brake clutch brake -.-*, no one loves traffic jam ba...

Now I'm totally geared up for CNY, didn't buy much clothes and stuff for the new year but had my first experience of my nails being 'decorated' by professional :) just nail art only, very satisfied liao haha.

Googled (everyone's best friend for information lollll) for some nail art ideas :D and the design i want scared those Malay kia-s in the shop, but the lady boss just settled my nails like a boss, haha memang the boss^^

Very snake inspired design on my fingers, she sealed net on my thumb and ring finger to create the snake scales effect. Ombré nails for the rest :)

Had dark blue color with little white daisies on the toenails, simple yet sweet design <3

Nails done at Nail Suite, Bandar Sri Damansara :)

Have a great reunion everyone, enjoy! :D

Present.

Hello! Haven't been blogging for almost a month and it's February now. 31 days just passed like *phew~* in this new year, fast and furious, lol not so furious on me, but nod head x10000000 for FAST :3

Once saw my dear good friend wrote,

Live your life that the future you will be proud of :)

And that moved me, I remember it till now, hehee :p

Live well in the present, that's what this line tells me.
And the word present has two meanings embedded in this seven letters,

Current | Gift

Which one do you enjoy more? :)

I think it's a good way to let us think of our lives and make it a better one, by looking into our lives from this two meanings :D

So here's mine!

Current |

Kinda lose discipline in January, maybe was too relaxed (2012 stressed out? hehee not telling you :p).

So gonna gain back my discipline and passion in living my life and things I'm working on :D

And stay positive :) haha sometimes I just lose confident and faith in myself.

Hey girl, you're not that suckish kay, you can shine :D

Gift |

My gift is, what I have now? :)

Family and friends.
Who are with me, by my side, not giving up on me despite my down hill times.
Who are guiding me through, with much patience and tolerance.
Who are the positive hormones in my life, making me living better.

Nice great moments.
That motivate and inspire me to be better.

Bad sad moments.
That wake me up to brave myself up for the reality.
That alert myself to not be that negative, that bad.


Done! :)
So start thinking about your current and gift, will be glad if you can share with me yours, personally or publicly by leaving a comment below ^^

Wish you all, and myself too hehee, nice nice life ahead :D

Stay tuned for more posts~

lots of love

x

Chocolates :)

Hola! Feel like having sweet stuff but I still couldn't really chew on anything hard, thanks to my braces *damn tight and pain la this time TT* sigh sigh. Then I went through pics taken in Taiwan and I saw those handmade chocolates which are so close yet so far to me (really pricey, but the staff allowed me to take pics of them, without buying any of their chocs hehee).

Always have been a big fan of chocolates, especially those dark ones <3 bitter sweet best! :D of course I love other kinds of chocolates too :) hehee as long as it's chocolate then I happy lah :p Not forgetting other chocolate products like choc ice cream, choc milk haha.

Oh and I'm a chocolate lover since I know how to voice out for myself :) 

I told my mum I want chocolate colour milk, don't want white colour one. She was completely stunned and finally knew why 2 o.z. of milk can take baby me one hour to finish HAHAHAHA :D she even went to consult the doctor, and the doctor couldn't do anything to me to drink faster :p

So this is how much love I have for chocolates haha even since young :) They say chocolate stimulates production of happy hormones, haha at least this works on me, never fail to boost my happiness level and make my mood better, awwh haha.

Now back to the pics. Went to a chocolate shop named Schokolake. They handmade chocolates and offer Chocolate DIY session too! But I didn't get to handmade chocolate on my own, because it's very time consuming and kinda expensive, I pay to melt and pour the chocolate into a mould and deco abit only.

So I went to try the chocolates and take pics of chocolates :) cuz the chocolates are so pretty to watch, how can, just seducing me to snap shots only haha :p 

Really love the one with whiskey inside :) tastes really good although I don't take alcohol much, hehee.

Here comes some pics of the chocolates :D

You tell me how to resist la! :3

 Comes with wine some more~

Heaven. If I can own you all chocolates.

HAHAHA in my dreams~

Techno collection of chocolates, cool right cool right? :) 

 Oh my chocolate cake! 

I wanna try wanna try wanna try laaaaa pleaseee >< haha.

As you can see from some of the pics, the price of the chocolates are not cheap, but really pretty right the appearance and the packaging? :) watch the chocolates pun I happy, satisfied liao, hahaha.

Hope you guys can drop by at this chocolate shop if you have any chance to go to Taiwan :)

Schokolake is the name :D and it's not at Taipei, but somewhere near Taichung, if I'm not mistaken.

However, having too much chocolate not so good for health la, heaty. Need to drink lots of water after having chocolates, to prevent toothache too :P lol.

Be happy always :) not only because of chocolates, but also your daily life happenings :D

Stay tuned for upcoming posts~

And share your story of chocolate with me maybe? :P

I just got a Snickers from my bro, chocolate bar! haha :D

Mood mood mood~ :)

Hey there.

How are you?

Taken in Mr Brown's Cafe, Taiwan.

Hello :) how's 2013 going?

Hope all of you are doing great in 2013, still retaining the 'ohm' to live and rock on :)

Weather has been sunny rainy sunny rainy, hot cold hot cold. Then many have fallen ill, including me. (how can la? >.<!!) Face the truth, you memang ill liao la. But I really don't like being ill. Feeling weak and tired, tongue tastes yucky bitter, face falls pale, no appetite can't enjoy food, really half dead like, beh song la! I know you guys can understand how bad the feeling is of falling sick horr. *seeking for support hahahahaha*

Okay,this is not a post of complaining about illness.

Wanna talk about mood. Really feel that this four letter word really can effect us, no matter on how we live, how we think and our health too. It's important to keep a great nice mood always and stay happy and bright :) haha I really feel the importance during my sick time, so is it considered as the benefit of falling sick? :p

When in a nice mood, we'll feel happy and everything seems to be good :) (at least for me it is lah~) People around us will be influenced and be happy as well. If you realize, people that we'll like to be with, to approach are people with positive energy :) this energy flows around us~~~~

Whereas bad mood is really an awful matter to experience, but the weird thing is, we will still choose to hold on to this mood although we're feeling sad/ torturing/ bad/ angry. Human sometimes, is contradicting. We're not feeling good, but we won't make ourselves better and instead choose to continue that feeling. Gahh I admit I'm that weirdo too, was in a bad mood for few hours last week, and guess what? I fell sick that night wth. I supposed my illness is due to my bad mood, everything is released so I have to rest, HAHAHAHA.

Therefore, I hope everyone is in nice good mood all the time. :D

And if you realize you're in a bad mood,

REMEMBER TO STOP IT ASAP.

Get some chocolates (it will provide happy hormones! :P), watch a funny video to laugh your bad mood out of you, or get out from the space you're in to change your mood. :) For me, I had chocolate ice cream, before I fall sick hehee.

When mood is right, everything is right :)

Hope you all are in good mood all the time, hehee.

Monday is almost done, send the blues a good goodbye~ ^^

Have a great week ahead! :)

HELLO 2013 :D

*last post was in Oct 2012? omgggg :O*

OH HAI :) 

to my blog and friends and everybodyyy hehee, and 2013 :D

2012 had been a great year for me, many great great moments and stuff I'd gone through, despite those saddening, stupid, silly, regretful stuff I'd gone through as well. Really grateful to look back at 2012 and see how much I'd grown, at points I still feel like a little girl lahh, but I know I have to grow somehow :) 

Kinda miss 2012 now >< 2013 you don't jelly la, when it's 2014 then I'll miss you :pp

2013 Resolutions :)

actually I don't list every year, I cannot bear myself being restricted in the box like I wanna achieve. Still prefer going on with the flow, but yeah I have my limits and some thoughts of what I hope and wanna do lahh. Are those resolutions? haha I just have them in my mind, yeah.

Be happy.

I'm a pessimist who is trying my best to stay optimistic. :)

Still working on it, and I've improved a lot in 2012 :D

Stay healthy.

Eat less, is to eat more.

Control on what I'm eating, in terms of amount and choice of food.

And enough rest and exercise :)

Uni life soon, I can live healthy right? No excuses hehee.

Have faith in God more.

He will grant me strength when I believe in him.

Serve Him wholeheartedly,

hold on to His words, 

and having stronger belief that He will guide me through.

Be more confident in myself.

Just strive and shine.

Sensitive and tends to over think things, much of a worrier sometimes.

Go on with the flow and make my move at the right moment :)

Hope 2013 will be a great one :D

So what's your resolutions? Share with me maybe, hehee let's grow together :)

finally not a food post anymore lol.

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